It’s been a week since they buried you. They buried all of my hope and love just the same. I have not shaven, eaten, or bathed properly in days now.  This one dream has been haunting me over and over again.  I wish it would stop repeating itself and going through the whole sequence instead of skipping right to the good part. I still remember the look of shock on your face as your life flashed before you one final time before you faded away. I of course could not hold back my tears but I was able to keep my freedom by enslaving my scream in despair as I watched from the vent. Now I sit here my darling, waiting for this sick joke of yours to cease. Knock on my door knowing I am waiting for you, or I will come knocking on your door where I know you have no choice but to be waiting for me…

Fine! Have it your way! If you won’t come to me, I will go to you! Do you hear me!?! Maybe not… Maybe… Maybe… We weren’t supposed to be. Maybe I overstepped my boundaries a long time ago. Why didin’t I say something besides a compliment on those days where I caught your attention for a second or two? Forgive me my love for simply being afraid of your beauty. However, I won’t now. I want you to be proud of me. As I make this last meal, I wish to join you in your happy place to whence I sent you.. that is.. if you so allow me to join. As the goldifsh I bought stirs in the pot simmering with the butter and spices, I sharpen my dagger for one final test of its mighty false edge. I wish you were here to share this potent but delicious meal with me. So now as my belly is filled with a mess, I lay down and say one final prayer of just hoping to see you before I am sent to hell for eternity. I just hope to see one final smile from you before screaming in agony for the rest of forever, because then it would be worth it. Once again… for give me my darling Okay… 3.. 2… 1… 1… 1!!!! No…

I will not die without you by my side! I told you, I will come knocking at your door and you will have no choice but to be waiting for me. I’m on my way sweetie! Don’t move (as if you have a choice).  I pray not do crash in this rain and blistering cold. I’m late for my date with destiny! Here it is! My resting place! Hello sweetheart! Can you hear me down there!?!  I told myself I wouldn’t cry, but oh well! Tis’ fate I suppose in moments like this to get emotional! Please excuse my attire as I am not dressed for the occasion, but you are! That’s enough to suffice, right!?! Your tombstone is lovely! I love how it says “It is better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all.” Well, this story is not over yet! I’m coming honey! One second! It will only take me a little while to dig to you!  Success! I hit finally hit the door! It’s hard, so I must match it by having a erection while I pry this baby open. Just… a… little.. m.. m… more… Yes!

Hello my angel! Sorry to wake you! I just couldn’t stay away any longer. Listen, I wanted to take you out on a date and get to know you. It’s never too late for love, right!?! What? Skip the date and get right to marriage you say!?! Well, let’s not waste a moment! The weather is incliment, but you’re still beautiful! By the power invested in me, I now pronounce us man and wife. Pucker up baby (kisses the corpse)! Those sweet lips… though cold are like new air to me. As I run my fingers through your hair, they get tangled just like I dreamed they would! Oh! Oh! How much I have missed you! Sweetie.. You’re smiling. My.. My mission is accomplished. You hear me Lord!?! Your bastard child is ready for his punishment! I have what my heart desired now! If i’ve never thanked you for anything, I thank you for this moment, as I feel the poision settling in. You said you would give me my heart’s desire and you did! My one true love and I are united forever! Or at least while I fade away… My darling… (kisses the corpse once more) I just want you to know. I forgive you for cheating on me. Heaven or hell, I will always love you. Let’s continue our silent love in total darkness so I can fade away in peace with you. (Closes the casket door). Aaahhhh…

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  • Jontue Posted February 11, 2015 4:20 am

    I love it Rowdy

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