numb

 

I can’t do this anymore…. I must confess

 

I believe I was born negative

Which would be mathematically correct because

My twin sister died at birth

My other half…

A negative times a negative

Equals a positive

But my negative isn’t here

So it leaves me negative

For years I have been trying to be

Something I’m not

Walking around trying to be positive

When I’m positively negative

All the way down to my blood type…

It explains my attitude, my built up anger

My depression my oppression

The self esteem issues, the doubt…

Within myself.

I can’t win against myself

Positivity is my enemy

And at this point in my life

By negativity I am rejected so…

I’m numb…

 

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